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I wish my eyes were a mirrorI wish my eyes were a mirror
so you can see you as i see
your heart was crushed by an image
built by a cruel society

I wish my eyes were a mirror
So that i may help you to believe
that what they say is lies
and show you how you are to me

I wish my Heart could speak clearer
to help you understand
that you are the only person
that can fill my empty hands

I wish i could be your savior
Wipe away your fresh tears
i would gently say i love you
as i hold you through the years

And i wish my soul was a healer
to undo all of the pain
Make all their hostile efforts
finally end in vain

But to you im just a stranger
or "Just friends a

The Dark ForestThe dark forest
It takes you in
And comes when you least expect it

The dark forest
Comfort you
But at the same time it’s your graveyard of memories

As you venture deeper into the darkness
You feel this presence sitting on your shoulder
As it gets comfortable you remember the feeling
And it fills you with fright

The dark forest
Horrible in its own way
You hate being there but you’ve know it for so long

The dark forest
Inside there is no turning back
While you know you don’t want to do this

And as you reach the end you see the a shovel
The presence gets stronger as you pick it up
You walk a little longer until you get to

Your MindDo you remember when this was wanted?
When the thought of normal scared you?
But now you're being haunted,
By all of these weapons, and your past too.

Do you feel every drop of blood being put to waste,
Each drop that stained your bed-sheet at night?
Can you even count the inches lost of your waist?
When each and every heartbeat,

Was useless and hurt like hell?
When it did not matter how many pills?
Each scar though would tell,
A different story and bring a thrill,

To glance at.
Do you remember these days?
Do you remember each word spat,
At you and all of the ways,

You tried to end it?
I being your mind,
Must remind you all

I'm Fine"Are you okay?"
That's all they say.
And I leave behind
These words in my mind.
I'm broken, I'm dying.
Inside, I'm crying.
There are wounds beneath my skin.
There are trials I face within.
There are things I just can't say.
There are people I must betray.
Beneath a smile, I feel pain.
Behind the sun, there's always a little rain.
And beneath these words I hold in my head...
There's always the thing I say instead.
I leave the truth behind..
So when they say, "are you okay?"
I always say, "I'm fine."

ComplimentsThese compliments i receive
Mess me up inside
They confuse what i believe
The negativity cant hide

'Your beautiful'
No i'm not
Have you seen me?
i'm gross.
I'm fed up of getting these things said to me
I'm used to the negativity
Its almost like i miss it
its so messed up
I don't understand

I make progress
Then fall 10 steps back
Its a vicious cycle
Over and over again
Its beginning to bore me

I get my hopes up
All the time
In the end
Its always the same
Rejection
Failure
Loneliness

Depression changes people
Many for the worse
I've become someone different
Its hard to overcome
I push the ones i love away
It all ends up in pain

I just want

HurtWhy does it hurt to love so much?
To look you in the eyes?
To see the love you feel for her,
While I sit here and try.
People say it's beautiful,
And tell me to have hope.
But how can I have hope to love,
If there is no one I can trust?
My fragile heart,
Can't take it no more.
It's broken in a million pieces,
And there is no hope.
So tell me...
What do people see in love,
If it hurts them so much?

I'm Your Worn Out DollYou whisper you love me and will never let go,
But the future happens to show,
Both of us covered in blood drawn by a knife.
Have you tried to count every promise you will break in your life?
Every word that you've said that meant nothing after the smoke cleared,
And you have seemed to veer,
Away from me as I have predicted.
It seems as if you have gotten addicted,
To throwing me in the back round, pulling me out when I am needed.
Every word you've pleaded,
To me will not help the fact I feel like a worn out doll.
I now know better then to fall,
Into the words and phrases you've said to everyone and have memorized...
It's as if t

Messsage in a bottleSometimes people cry out for help,
I think we all have witnessed it,
We watch them break,
We watch their tears,
And we see something in their eyes,
The last piece of hope,
The hope that as well could be a message in a bottle.

Who will ever know if someone noticed that tiny little bottle in the ocean,
Or if they did,
Did they pick it up?
I have seen a lot of bottles in my time,
And most of the time I pick them up,
But I notice quite a few times I don´t,
It is like they become invisible,
Even if they scream loudly right in front of you,
I think something is wrong,
Why do we leave the bottle in the ocean?
I clearly can see they need help,

ScreamingThe screaming is too loud, today and tonight.
So I clasp my hands over my ears.
And shut it tight.
My eye’s eyes are shut. I don’t scream anymore.

Dry lips, from no longer screaming.
My mouth will remain shut.
Time no longer turning.
I am here for you little screaming girl.
Don’t open your mouth.

You’ll fall victim to the repetition.
The addiction of the screams.
Once I open my eyes
Fading to white, the world around me blurs.
Refusing to scream, just because of the pressure.
Others fall victim to the repetition, the addiction.

Sweet little boy, you screamed for so long.
Surely you must be tired.,
An

Please (Don't) Hate MeIf I told you a lie
But it made you smile
Would it still be a sin?
If I opened the door
But turned you away
Would you still come in?

If I sliced my skin
But it didn't hurt
Would it still be wrong?
If I acted all brave
But couldn't face it
Would I still be strong?

If I tied my noose
Around a tree's open arms
Would it be an embrace?
If I left tonight
And begged you stay
Would you still give chase?

If I committed sin
But hurt nobody
Would I be welcome above?
If I do something you hate
But only for your good
Could it still be true love?

Inside Out.Inside Out.

Do you love my insides?
You know the parts you can’t see.

The parts that constructively divide,
All the places where you can’t be.

Do you love my internals?
You know all my unexploited crevices.

All the words I leave out of my journal.
The soft tissue areas that offer no benefits.

Do you love my fleshy, raw fillings?
You know the boring and bloody parts.

The features that are not made for kissing.
The invisible strokes that add to this body of art.

You see it’s my exterior that attracts you
But it’s my interior that made this possible.

So when my insecurities inadvertently attack you,
Don’t be

Schizophrenia
Freeze.
Put your hands up, love.
I aim to please.
Close your eyes. Count to five.
I'll whisper in your ear; "Goodbye, Goodbye".
And with a jerk of my index this bullet hits your appendix. I smirk, you can't believe I did this.
I dance and dance. Stop. Take a glance.
Drop on my knees, fixated stare, realizing what I've done; I start to get scared. I pace back and forth, gun in my hand.
Look out the window; shit it's Lorraine.
Biting my nails until they bleed.
"Baby.." You start to say "I thought we wiped the slate clean....."
Magenta rushing to my cheeks, I say: "I thought you forgot about me."
Quick, spit!
Dull-witted.
"FUCK YOU, YOU DID THIS!
How could you go and get me acquitted!
You said we'd be together forever.
I caught you mother fucker, this girl, this other lover; she's got something coming to her."
At that your b

GoodnightClose your eyes
And say goonight
I say goodbye
For the very last time

I close the door
Say nothing more
Don't realize it'll be
My last goodbye.

You dream away
All your worries
All your demons
Lay down to rest

I don't pay attention
Don't notice your cry
For help
Take advantage of you
As you dream awayy.

I let you slip from my hands
Turned my back on you
Let you disappear

Now you're gone
I can't help but mourn
The death of my beloved.

You should sleep in your bed
Unconscious only in your head
Not asleep in the clouds
Where we can't be proud

They too
Shoved you away
But at least they would say
"I love you"

The l

Pain to take..There is only so much pain I can take,
But there is far more pain that you make.
I can't take this,
I can't take this,
It hurts too much.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you hurt me?
Cant you see I'm in enough pain.
I depended on you to make me sane,
I depended on you to make me tame.
But you just made this worse.
Can't you understand the way I am?
The way others made me...
Trust can only take you so far,
Lust ruins it all.
People make mistakes that others seem to pay for...
This is not what I asked for...
Don't blame me for my pain
Its not my fault its someone's gain.
I wanted you to help,
I wanted you to see,
This is n

I'm Still HereYou complain and complain
About a girl you once
Loved.
Say you miss her and
Want her back in your arms.
Nodding my head in time
To the beat, I can't
Help, but want to scream
I'm still here.

You say you'd treat
Her better if you
Had a second chance.
No, you did everything right,
I say to make you feel better.
In all honesty, I want to tell
You that you should take me.
Not all girls in our school
Cheat or are whores.
I'm still here.

I whisper comforting words
To you after each break up.
You laugh and smile.
You wonder how I'm still
Single.
That any guy would be that lucky.
You wish you could find someone
Like me.
I

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A Monster's Plea for Mercy

by ~TheLonleyFallenAngel, Jan 18, 2013, 7:50:30 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

You're too close
Too close for comfort
Get away
Get away
I don't need your help
Stay way from me
I'll only hurt you
Not just once
But many times
Til' you feel broken
Just like me
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I can't stop
It's uncontrollable
In the end
I'll kill you
Slowly and painfully
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I don't want to
To hurt all of you
Like I hurt myself
But I want to stop
Though I really can't
Make it stop
Make it stop....
Please...

A Monster's Plea for Mercyby ~TheLonleyFallenAngel

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2013 ~TheLonleyFallenAngel

.....I am a monster........

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~NayaSelenia Jan 28, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

if you're a monster, I'm one too
want a hug?

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~TheLonleyFallenAngel Jan 28, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

yes please! (>*n*)>

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*Soulless-Love Jan 19, 2013 Student Writer

I really like this. The repetition is used very well, and makes the tone come off more desperately and real.

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~TheLonleyFallenAngel Jan 19, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Thank you! ^.^

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*Soulless-Love Jan 19, 2013 Student Writer

You're welcome

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~Silencedbook9 Jan 18, 2013 Student Writer

Hug?

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~TheLonleyFallenAngel Jan 19, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

yes please...

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